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I’m gonna become a girl whose only personality is being in love with a sweet boy
#me last year would've gagged at this#i would've been so disappointed#but anyway#HEHEHEHHhehEhhEhhHEHHEHE#i wanna write fanfictions based on everything we do#he he he he he is sauuuuur TENDER and HE IS SO UGHUGFUUF WHY IS HE SO SOFT AND PRECIOUS#WHY IS HE SO GOLDEN RETRIEVER AND WHY DOES MY BLACK CAT BECOME GOLDEN WITH HIM TOO#WHYYY IS HE SO WHYWHYWHY IS HE SO GENTLE AND WARM#why are his hands always warm and why does he always warm mine up why is he so fuhfhhdufh#he he he he holds my hands tightly and i know it's because he's scared to let go and I've never felt more wanted than now#its cold in january and ive never felt more vulnerable but safe#i can no longer tell where i end and where he begins#between a prayer and his name#with an atheist's devotion#i hope it's him that answers
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Pepito: It doesn't matter if you're not with me all the time, I'm gonna love you.
Quackity: Aw, I'm gonna love you too, son! 🥹 I'm sorry, come here! I love you son, I love you. I just want you to know that you're my greatest son ever. I wish you could've met Tilin, because Tilin was also a great- a great daughter of mine.
Quackity: Tilin is taking care of you and me from the sky.
It means a lot to me when characters choose to keep living, despite all the horrible things they've experienced, so here's a small tribute to choosing life in spite of suffering, and to two Eggs who made life so much better for q!Quackity and everyone on the Island. ❤️
#QSMP#Quackity#Quackity Multiverse#Quackiverse#Tilin#Pepito#I'm glad QSMP Quackity's choice to stay with Pepito wasn't retconned#I would've been very disappointed#I'm also really glad the Karmaland revolution arc wasn't retconned because I also would've been very disappointed about that#No Richas sorry Richas I couldn't fit you in there anywhere OTL#If only for the bragging rights if nothing else pftt#Edited#I know he technically gave his parental % back but I think Richas should have as many fathers as he wants#Anyways I know it's a Terrible posting time but I need to post this now and today because otherwise I won't#December 29 2024#Anyways x2 I DID cry while working on this because I miss the Eggs and QSMP and I'm so sad about these frickin Minecraft children#I remember it was one of Quackity's Las Nevadas streams that introduced me to Mice on Venus#(or at least got me to remember the name)#so it felt like a fitting song choice here
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Ignoring how fucking annoying specific parts of this fandom will be, yeah, this feels like everything involved was misaligned. Like, having Henren's story end in two-three episodes, continuing the series regular tradition of doing nothing with Josh if he isn't either taking up Maddie's role when she isn't there or being her gay bestie, making every scene with Eddie about how straight he is, and now doing the most out of nowhere break up for the only other main queer couple since Michael's actor torpedoed the last one.
I think, we might have to come to terms with the fact that...this is getting to be glee levels of bad. The shout out was a warning, we are about to get terrible plot lines from the worst parts of fandom because everyone involved were not ready for the actual implications of making a bisexual main.
And the way Oliver talks about bisexuality, I am sorry I know he's like your fave but as a bisexual man it sounds like he has never talked to a bisexual once in his life. I genuinely am kinda grossed out with the way he talked about Buck needing to immediately have a sex montage but ~gay~ now that he's bisexual. Like, that's all you can think to do with his character? Are you 15, you are a grown man Oliver maybe Josh should've given a gay speech to YOU.
That's probably the most disappointing thing, because it feels like they genuinely don't even want to do Buddie, so this breakup won't even satisfy the weirdos who went full homophobe to defend a ship that wasn't even under attack.
Like at least Glee had in universe reasons to do things, they took place in a school so adding replacements to avoid cutting out the school sets they had while splitting the run time with the now graduated cast members made sense no matter how poor the execution. It genuinely feels like the writers took the first thing they saw in the tags, and went "lets actually give NO PAY OFF."
Also is it just me or was Maddie written weird as fuck in the josh and buck scene. The "turning men gay" joke about Abby came out of nowhere and kinda uncomfortably so?
#911 abc#bucktommy#tommy kinard#anti oliver stark#is this even anti that guy I just feel nothing but disappointment#I should've known a show touched by the glee guy would've disappointed me#but it still hurts because as a bisexual man I can look at the full picture and go#glee was so biphobic of course the gay firefighter show would do this#glee was the gay show and like every other gay show it made sure to remind you how little bi people have ever been something they considere#worthy of discussion inclusion or even respect#tw biphobia
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i think there's really something to be said about how there has never been a record i've encountered where people wanted justification or excuse to refuse to acknowledge the intention and seriousness of the project itself like danger days by both defenders and haters. i find it so incredibly bizarre and strange and partially fascinating.
#its all wrapped up in what danger days represents for people partially.#like idk ive been trying to verbalize it for yeaarsss but it always feels like people rhetorically discuss it as a side-effect#of whatever neurosis soothes their narrative. its a record of immense mania and tragedy for some people for instance#which i find very laughable but whatever. people want dd to be miserable for so many reasons#which is immediately rendered sort of null when you compare parade. both the touring and the album making process.#like realistically this is a band that every single record is shaded with immense difficulty and uncertainty#but instead of dealing with that fans love to sort of isolate danger days since its this moment of betrayal its the beginning of the end#its not what people wanted#when realisitically the single biggest creative pressure on the band would've been being severely in debt#to the label for scrapping con weap. LMAO. but that never factors. because its about narratives.#like danger days To Me is an incredibly ambitious record. clearly personal. artistically inspired. absolutely rushed job#because they were bleeding money.#but its cool that they took that stand!!! and they had to have felt collectively passionate enough to do that in the first place!#but people want to engage with it on the terms of their disappointment. or the record as a harbinger of doom.#idk i was reading rym reviews (a mistake) and its wild how the critical positive consensus is either#incredibly stupid teenagers thinking mcr want to firebomb a walmart or 'well its not as good but i like fun things!'#am i crazy for thinking it more serious than that? that its pulling sonically from a wide array of inspirations and actually working#in conversation with them???#anyway. synths 4ever.#my posts
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going insane over all of tom's little mannerisms while greg leads into telling him about shiv cheating. and btw i hold without a doubt that tom did NOT know that that's what greg was going to say
like this is the rapid nod of someone absolutely anticipating a love confession...... tom's little hop is irrelevant i just thought it was cute
#tomgreg#tom wambsgans#1x9 pre-nuptials#thinking also about how this comes after that deleted dialogue in the scripts#like tom telling greg that he's only hard on him bc he knows greg can take it#and greg 'feels a moment of connection'#that really would've been the perfect lead-in to a confession#anyway i feel so certain of disappointment in tom's face and voice when greg says shiv's name too#video#gifs#mine
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REACH OUT, TOUCH FAITH
warmup doodle :>
i've been watching THE BIG O while knitting. it sure is a show. i just finished episode 21 so no spoilers, but idk man, Roger's starting to give some "gonna die for your sins" vibes
#the big o#cackle draws#(for people who don't click the link: look up the 'Personal Jesus' cover by Priest. it SLAPS)#started watching for the pathetic-looking little man#kept watching because what the happ is fuckening.#so far the show's biggest flaws are that it needed double the episode length and to not be a 'monster of the week'#it has a lot of neat stuff to say and show but it REALLY needs more time to show it without requiring A Big Monster Battle#season 2 has been noticeably more cohesive but i think another 10 or so minutes per episode would've still helped#i like it tho!! it's been fun! tho there's still a few more episodes for it to somehow disappoint me sdlfjsadl;fs
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Are they wildly different universes. Yes.
Has Matt Reeves specifically said he's not interested in doing a cinematic universe? Yes.
Are these takes on the characters stark differences of each other? Yes.
Do these two still fit together perfectly, and their differences are exactly what they SHOULD BE for a "the Worlds Finest" team up? YES.
#Like logically I know it's not gonna happen and we're also getting a new Batman#But c'mon#The Batman was so good and would've been the PERFECT way to start of the new DCU.#Although I respect Matt Rieves and gis opinion I can't Lie and say I'm not a tad disappointed that Pattinsons Batman#Will never get to meet Corroswets Superman#Batman#Superman#Dc#james gunn#james gunn dcu#Dcu#Superman legacy#The Batman#matt reeves#the batman 2022
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ok yeah I finished the graphic novel and while I agree there's some pacing issues in here (starting around once they go to fight brokenstar) honestly they did such a fantastic job with what they had. I think basically all of my issues are with the original series or the inevitable pains of adaptation/presumed series mandates and limited page count
#I think I was helped by the foresight of knowing the pacing was rough going in and also the knowledge that like#some of the left out plot threads seem to be getting picked up in the previews#I think it makes sense that ITW takes up as much room as it does because it's so expository#but I am a little worried about the need to cram the next 2 and a half books together as a result! hope the next one's longer lol#I don't care much about the missing gorge fight- sandstorm's turnaround feels weird and rushed regardless#and I can see them moving the whiteclaw thing forwards if they didn't have room to include it here. it would've been a weird note to end on#I hope we get more silverstream in the next book. she doesn't get much room here#same with cinderpelt but I'm not concerned about her since she's a major character and has the whole arc to live LOL#but yeah all in all this was a blast. I had high hopes going in and I'm not disappointed in it at all
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@aevallare tagged me for this. Kissing you so much.
words posted: 10,164 (I cry because I wanted there to be more)
additional words written: 29,849 (almost half of this comes from snippets and scenes I wrote in my phone notes app)
grand total of words: 40,013
fandoms: BG3 (because I have blinders on)
highest kudos: i'll peel my heart like a pomegranate if you promise it won't go to waste - 130 kudos
highest hit oneshot: see above - 1,725 hits
new things I tried: I posted smut for the first time! I also started participating in group events, like server exchanges and bangs!
fic I spent the most time on: say yes, but only if you want to (because I started the second chapter, ripped it to shreds, started over and wrote more, ripped that to shreds, and now I'm about 4k words deep into the third attempt and I think when I finally go back to it I'm going to end up ripping it to shreds again)
fic I spent the least time on: what's one more mystery after all the rest? (a gift fic I wrote for @kittenintheden as part of @thekindredcollective's Fall in Faerûn prompt event)
favorite thing I wrote: say yes, but only if you want to (and I'm really surprised I'm saying that)
favorite thing(s) I read: Don't make me choose. I read so much, from so many wonderful authors. Here are my Ao3 recs. I reread many of them often.
writing goals for 2025:
write something every day (specifically something that makes me happy)
learn to write without stopping to edit along the way (because I am so bad at that right now and stopping slows me down so much)
new works:
i'll peel my heart like a pomegranate if you promise it won't go to waste
say yes, but only if you want to
what's one more mystery after all the rest?
This ain't much. But it's a start. Thank you for welcoming me with open arms when I got here. This was a creative outlet I thought I'd lost for good. I'm so glad I was wrong.
Tagging @kittenintheden, @gilded-glitter, @deadly-diminuendo, @honeybee-bard, and @pinkberrytea if you'd like to share!
#amy rambles#aevallare#tag! you're it!#writing words#so few things that happened this year were on my 2024 bingo card#exchanging my beloved star wars for a new fandom? a video game fandom no less? nope#obsessing over a vampire when i'd never before been a vampire girlie? nope#writing fanfiction? posting smut? nope#spending a december weekend in indianapolis in a cardboard house with a bunch of rats?#nope nope nope nope nope#and for all the disappointments i had this year#there's a part of me that's glad they happened#because if i hadn't been disappointed in those ways i never would've been able to do some of the things i did this year#and right now i can't imagine living in a world without this wonderful community#so i'm really glad i don't have to
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ok i totally get if like, a massive area that's too much work needs to be cut but boy it went from this to tadpole information dump speedrun which is ahahaha a choice (x)
#larian critical#you have my condolences wyll stans#don't get me wrong although big battles with armies is always a lot of fun personally i get it like ok if it was too much work it ok#but maybe they could've done a bit more to make up for it. more than tadpole infodump speedrun i mean.#bc i think with war college as a staging ground it would've been way more drawn out than it was with it being the iron throne#which is a point of no return type of decision and axes the alliance with gortash#but also now my wish fuilfilment ass can complain the war college and fighting the absolute's armies sounds metal af#HE NEEDS TO STOP TELLING US WHAT WAS CUT I AM LITERALLY SO DISAPPOINTED WITH EVERY NEW THING I LEARN#see i was gonna shut up but the war college sounded cool so now i have to complain#i love big battles and strategizing at war councils /sob#AND DRAGON I WANT THE DRAGON
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minty please take pictures if you go to the requiem cafe <3
ofc ^_^ unfortunately the kitchen was closed (strange that they didn't announce this on their socials or website other than their insta story) so we weren't able to get anything off the menu :( but the cafe was still cool and i got some stuff
item shop had a bunch of omori merch too including a special requiem x omori t shirt
also thank you so much to @/floppiestdisc and @/piyo0 (instagram) who were handing out these adorable prints!!!!!! I love them so much!!!!
i realllyyy wish i could've tried the menu items but oh well. i did grab myself a jawsum shirt, though! it was a cool cafe all in all
#mannnn we drove so longggggg :( aaghhh I wish they could've communicated better when it came to stuff like this lol#i mean they DID post about it on their insta story but tbh i feel like actual news updates on twitter or their website would've been better#cuz so many people showed up and left disappointed 😭 including us sob#i don't check insta that much so maybe that's on me oops#omori#omori requiem cafe#requiem cafe#answered asks#omori x requiem cafe
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Honestly I'm also not fully happy with what they did with Whis this book
#morningtalks#asc spoilers#Not like they gave Whistlepaw a lot of screentime at all despite how relevant WindClan was all of a sudden#(nooooo that had to go to Crowfeather. Not like he's got enough attention with TNP + PO3 + his super edition + deputyship + TBC#+ Changing Skies now too. Noooooooooooooooooooo we really can't have a single other cat in WindClan be important)#At least Whis had an excuse. Making Additional Content for another book that readers have to buy and be USELESS in that book#But Whistlebreeze?#Out of all the fun names you could've chosen. Whistlebreeze?#At least it's not Whistlepelt or Whistleheart#But really? Whistlebreeze?#I find it boring honestly#It's obviously a me thing. I'm obviously going to take Whis' name more seriously than most because I draw that damned cat Every Single Day#But there were so many possibilities for really poetic and pretty names#But they stuck with the simple option. Whistlebreeze#I obviously wanted Whistlebird#But with Ivypool's Therapy Session you could've made an argument for Whistlestorm#Even if it doesn't sound good at all. The two 't' s really don't make for a good name#But it would've been better than Whistlebreeze as far as I'm concerned#-breeze as a suffix can be cute and I like it but it has little to do with Whis aside from WindClan#Whistlebird neither but it sounds fun and has a rare suffix#Obviously Whistlefrost would've been hilarious#Heck. I just thought about Whistlecreek. Kinda odd but could be a more discrete hommage to Frostdawn as a RiverClan cat#(Frostdawn is a good name tho. Pissed she's back to being a healer but Frostdawn is good at least)#I also love the -berry suffix but with Berryheart just being a nuisance it would've been a very stupid decision here#But I'm just annoyed that they went with Whistlebreeze. It's boring. It's kinda pretty yeah but it adds nothing#It says ''Whis is a WindClan cat.''#Whistle- is a hard prefix to work with. The 't' and 'l' at the end makes it nearly impossible for a good amount of suffixes#Because they wouldn't sound good. (Any occlusive or lateral would've been horrendous. That's why Whistlelight sounds bad. Too many L's)#Whistlebreeze does sound nice at least but again it's bland and I am disappointed and really they could've done so much#With this name. Whistle is a difficult prefix but it offers so much poetic potential
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okay so turns out I fucked up a bunch of things at work for a while and the boss waited for today to talk to me about everything.
uhh... yeah so. I guess I'm just not made to be around people. because I always fuck things up in the same way and I never ever seem to learn no matter how hard i try to be good. and that makes people quite angry with me and makes them assume I don't give a shit about my job or my coworkers.
brb back to not wanting to be alive once again...
#it's not even the couple times a year i mess up at work. it's an age old pattern that's been haunting me since kindergarten#AND. I. JUST. WON'T. SEEM. TO. FUCKING. LEARN. MY. LESSON.#no matter how hard i try to do better... i always fuck up in the same exact ways. and because it happens over and over again#people who've known me for a while and have witnessed my fuck ups and my inability to do better start to like me less#to put it mildly. and uhhhh yeah. i uhhh don't like myself very much either.... uhhh....#maybe it would've all been better if my mother had beaten me to death when i was 13...#then i wouldn't disappoint so many people on the regular...#stupid. stupid. stupid.......
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God I love horror. It makes me so happy
#i dont care much for slasher horror or like extremely gory stuff. like i am pretty desensitized to the stuff#so it doesnt like do anything for me. its pretty bland imo#but a good mix of psychological and supernatural horror? thats my jam#i feel like hereditary was good but it was in a certain way a bit disappointed bc it felt like. weirdly collaged#like it started with psychological horror and suddenly it had that tulpa cult shit. which ngl is good! and the acting is incredible#but it felt unorganic#I would've liked it better if it had just been pure psychological horror#I feel like there's very few pieces of psychological horror that are worth noting tbh. it's a hard genre to pull off
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Hearing Lin Gong say confidently:
“I’ll kill Fan Xian! Let him come into my courtyard, and then my guards will ambush him! Don’t worry, I can bear the responsibility!”
… makes it so clear how at this point, none of these people know who Fan Xian is. Can even the Prime Minister’s son bear the responsibility for killing a secret prince and the apple of Chen Pingping’s murderous eye? This is all way above his pay grade. If Lin Gong had succeeded in killing Fan Xian, he would likely have doomed himself and his whole family, and he has absolutely no idea
#well... lin gong doomed himself anyway because he crossed fan xian. but he doesn't know it then either#and i mean. many people have tried to kill fan xian and will again. but the royals can afford it#imo the princes are about the only people who probably can get away unscathed with killing fan xian#even the tools they use might still need to pay. if lin gong had done it at that point--whatever his reasons...#imo the emperor would've been outwardly calm but internally furious#he would’ve scoffed and said that if fan xian wasn’t strong enough to survive then he was of no use. and a waste of ye qingmei's legacy#but even then--even if fan xian were a 'disappointment'--i don't think the emperor would've let the lins live#because lin gong would've dared to take away something that belonged to the emperor#and in the emperor's head it's for him to decide fan xian's fate and not for anyone else. certainly not lin gong#so i think the emperor would've speedily put an end to the lin family. especially given where he was trending with the prime minister in s2#(he'd have gone after them on some other pretext and not as anything related to fan xian)#(and chen pingping would've been only too happy to help)#joy of life spoilers#joy of life#joy of life 2
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I feel like the best way to see the difference between the old Godos fandom and the new Godos fandom is to watch lemorgo's Bernadette animation, then watch Creantzy's. They're vastly different in ways that I feel reflect the fandom's change as a whole.
When lemorgo made theirs, there were a lot more of the Godos childhood origin fics. It was a time of Darke_Eco_Freak, Seven Sins to Hell (Seven Steps to Heaven), Rattus Rattus. It was Godos smoking on chilly rooftops and lounging around in old mansions. We used Goncharov and Pushkin.
And now we have new fics. We have Buckadeer, intense religious journeys, more psychological perspectives on Godos' relationship, and so, so many 'Nikolai kills Fyodor' fics. We have Creantzy's comics and Elis' analyses. We use Sigma and Fukuchi.
And while all of these changes could be written about and noticed in-depth, I feel that simply watching the two animatics side-to-side really encapsulates the changes in a way that words just never can.
#please understand that I'm not saying one is better than another#they both have many merits#and of course I'm aware of those like trapdoorblood and Tino_Fxi who've been around and stayed around#I just felt for the sake of this post it was better to use creators who've left/disappeared to illustrate the point#bsd#godos#fyolai#bsd fyodor#bsd nikolai#bsd fyodor dostoyevsky#bsd fyodor dostoevsky#bsd nikolai gogol#fandom#kinda disappointed now I wasn't using Ficbook back in lemorgo's time#it would've been cool to see things change there too#though from an outsider's perspective now things haven't changed as much there as on AO3#I mean yeah they're inundated with Nikolai kills Fyodor fics just like us#but the vibe doesn't seem to have changed quite so drastically#though I'm sure there're plenty of minute differences I'd've noticed was I on at the time
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